Psych Survivor 2.0

Thursday,November 19, 2009

No one is following the paranoid schizophrenic

Filed under: Uncategorized — markps2 @ 6:42 PM

The following text is COPY and PASTED from WIKIPEDIA

“Talking trees are a form of sentient vegetable life common to many mythologies and stories, most famously the Ents in J. R. R. Tolkien’s Middle-earth stories.

Some of the more well known talking trees:

* The Greek Talking Elm: Philostratus spoke about two philosophers arguing beneath an elm tree in Ethiopia which spoke up to add to the conversation.

* The Indian Tree of the Sun and the Moon: Told the future. Two parts of the tree trunk spoke depending the time of day the question was asked; in the daytime the tree spoke as a male and at night it spoke as a female. Alexander the Great and Marco Polo are said to have visited this tree.

* Oracular Trees are sometimes attributed with the ability to speak to certain individuals, especially those gifted in divination. In particular, Druids were said to be able to consult Oak trees for divinatory purposes, as were the Streghe with Rowan trees. To what extent these trees could “talk” varies from story to story.

* In Ireland a tree may help you look for a leprechaun’s gold, although it normally doesn’t actually know where the gold is.

* In Dante’s Inferno, the protagonists (Dante and Virgil) speak with committers of suicide who have been turned into trees in Hell.

* The Forest of Fighting Trees in The Wonderful Wizard of Oz attack the Scarecrow. In the 1939 film version trees grab Dorothy and the Scarecrow when she picks an apple from one of them.”

Wednesday,November 18, 2009

Two holy s* this morning

Filed under: Uncategorized — markps2 @ 10:05 AM

I was reading Giannas blog post drug-withdrawal-and-emotional-recovery-john-breeding/

of John Breeding seemingly more new-fresh somehow because its today on her blog, and I got two holy s* moments reading it.

One from When an adult says, “You are a bad child, you deserve to be punished,” what is actually happening is the end stage of the following process: 1)A child is called bad and punished by an adult; 2) the child internalizes both sides in this abuse of power; the message that “I am bad” and the energetic communication that “You are bad;”3) the child “splits off” and denies the experience and the feelings in the interests of self-preservation. The memory is banished into the unconscious mind; 4) the child grows into an adult; 5) the repressed energies of shame and abuse are restimulated around a child; 6) the unconscious feelings of shame are projected onto the child. Again in the interests of self-preservation, the adult will, given the choice, unconsciously identify with the powerful perpetrator of abuse rather than the powerless victim; 7) the child is then punished, “for her own good.”

and the second from Shame reduction work often involves intense feelings of hurt and anger, which are inevitably bound up with shame. John Bradshaw’s Healing the Shame that Binds You is one of the better resources.

When I was young, in my late twenties? I went to see Bradshaw in Toronto, Canada. Spent pretty much all my money looking for an answer, the answer. Bradshaw at that time was just as flawed as any human being, yet speaking as a leader. He was angry at stupid people, people controlled by their unconsciousness, he didnt seem to have any sympathy-pity for them. He was enjoying exposing the naked Emperor in his anger. I was nearly a basket case, but I survived somehow. I believe he judged me as seeking a father figure, which was true, but didn’t help me out.

Anyways finding Breedings writing today on Giannas blog I think it is like that quote-movie clip from the 12 monkeys movie, it’s the same movie but we are changed so see different things.

Monday,November 16, 2009

Golden Lion Award

Filed under: Uncategorized — markps2 @ 5:57 PM

Susan at ifyouregoingthoughhellkeepgoing gave me (and a few others) a Golden Lion Award I believe.

or this pink one?

I am a bit confused…

Susan wrote: “Mark, at Psych Survivor 2.0 because he gives me hope and cares about things, takes time to look at the roses and smell them and cares for squirrels.”

I am honoured to inspire you with hope.

Regarding “look at the roses and smell them” : Everyone should do this, that is what the roses are here for.

The reason I care for squirrels more than ever, now today, is after meeting a squirrel in a park (years back) that had only one front hand/paw. I don’t know how the squirrel lost it, born without it or lost during life battles, but the squirrel lived on, didn’t give up and die. He/she adapted to just three working legs, and continued to live in the park, I assume with no support from the other squirrels. That is something.

Saturday,November 14, 2009

New box

Filed under: funny, look for it and you shall see it, photo — markps2 @ 3:48 PM

I told in comments I found a tool box in the woods, now that the leaves have fallen.

Technically it is a fishing tackle box, but whatever. Here it is.

Nov 14th 2009 001

three steps to insanity

Filed under: funny — markps2 @ 2:45 PM

1)In order to be “cured” of lung cancer – that is, to restore to health- one must actually have lung cancer. By reducing one’s risk of getting lung cancer by not smoking, you are reducing the chance that you will ever be cured of it.

2)By not smoking, you are reducing the chance that you will ever be cured.

3)By not taking your drugs, you are reducing the chance that you will ever be cured of your mental illness.

New 3D Mandelbrot imagery

Filed under: Uncategorized — markps2 @ 8:04 AM

In my apartment on a large and tall  shelf,  I have five obsolete computers that run five monitors  in colorful 2D Mandelbrot images. Using Fractint.

The news to me is that they came out with new 3D images here. http://www.skytopia.com/project/fractal/mandelbulb.html

Thursday,November 12, 2009

Musings

Filed under: thoughts — markps2 @ 11:52 PM

I’m doing Okay I think…

On the internet, reading of the religious who think the world is only 5,000 years old, and think it demeaning to be related to the other animals. Yet we breath the same air and eat the same foods, and produce feces just like all animals do.

Did God create robots with emotions, or monkeys who are really smart?

Damn those pesky emotions and feelings…

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found a funny comic at maneggs.com

Slept like a baby

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Tuesday,November 10, 2009

The Leaves of fall have fallen

Filed under: photo — markps2 @ 7:15 AM

The leaves of fall have fallen…

1 Copy of Nov 9th 2009 006

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2 Copy of Nov 9th 2009 001

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3 Copy of Nov 9th 2009 008

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Sunday,November 8, 2009

Waiting for the bus?

Filed under: Uncategorized — markps2 @ 11:51 AM

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If you are waiting for the bus, wait inside a shelter if possible.

Why?

Not only does it protect you from the weather , it might protect you from the crazy drivers.

(I think) This very thick plexiglass window was struck by a piece of metal that fell off a passing vehicle.

I found a chunk of metal in the road about five pounds in weight, nearby to the broken shelter window.

I threw it out before realizing it was the cause of the glass breaking. I should have placed it on top of the pile of broken glass.

Red letter day

Filed under: cool, update — markps2 @ 11:15 AM

Red letter day

I took the electric bike (latest rebuild from Sept 2009) out for a run and it worked well.

I went for 3 Km, my back tire was seriously under inflated so I didn’t want to continue under those conditions.

I had to wait to test it until after the court date as I tend to have bad luck, and you don’t temp fate unless you have to.

I don’t know what this means. I have to recharge the batteries now.

note motor is slightly hot. I could smell it in the apartment afterwards , but it’s not too hot to the touch.

I’m going to add a speedometer to accurately measure the distance it travels.

Speed is typical biking speed under pedal power.

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